ALrite, since I've been tagged and wanna take a break from work... here goes.. my answers are sincere oK...
1)The person that tag/ pass me this is ?- Siwei
2) The relationship between him & her is ?- a friend that meet up occasionally yet still lots to talk about, someone whom i know will be there...
3) Your five expression of her & him is ?- sincere, gd listener, 'weird' sometimes, unique, 'one of a kind amongst my friends' (tt is, can't fit u into catergory. lol..=x)
4) The most memorable he & she have done for you is ?- Being there for me when I'm down in sec school, alwaes neva fail to tell something's wrong with me.
5) The most memorable he & she have said to you is ?- Hmmm, can't think rite now..
6) If he & she become your lover you will ?- Hmm, tt will only happen if i decided to go crooked...
7) If he & she become your lover , thing she/he need to improve on ?- IF ar IF ar, of cuz be the person she already is.. You shd love the person as she/He is rite..
8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?- What a qns, neva crossed my mind though, so I don't think it'll happen
9) If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?- not a chance lar..
10) The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?- Maybe hmm find her a gd guy ba... lol.. (don't you agree?)
11) Your overall impression on him/her is?- Someone who is confident in what she wants, straightforward and risk-taker.
12) How do you think the people around you feel for you ?- Strong on the outside...
13) The characters that I love about myself are ?- I love who i am, not who I try to be..
14) On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?- IMpatient, forgetful
15) The most ideal person you want to be is ?- Some may not understand, but yes, i desire to be like Jesus..
16) For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?- I know your worries, know your cares, and i thank God for you friends, for being there alwaeys...
17) Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?- 1. Joanne 2. Jacky 3. Paul 4. Shee Wee 5. Jing Jing 6. Judy Tan 7. Siwei 8. Abigail 9. Yvonne 10. Janice
18) Who is no.6 having relationship with ?- Still single? (kinda getting tired of this survey... oh man.. )
19) No.9 is a male or female ?- obviously female...
20) If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?- Dunno, it neva happened though.
21) What is No.2 studying about ?- how to be a "Office- CER" lol..
22) When is the last time you speak to No.3 ?- hMm, just 2 days ago..
23) What kind of music band No.8 like ?- Hmm, more of Christian hill songs not bands.. =)
24) Does No.1 have any sibilings ?- Yup, one brother...
25) Will you woo No. 3 ?- Nah, I wouldn't, I'm his jie..
26) How about No. 7?- Lol... this is getting interesting...
27) Is No.4 single ?- Yup, still..
28) What is the surname of No.5 ?- Foo
29) What is the hobby of No. 10 ?- Singing K with her best buds wee and von...
30) Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?- They do not know each other....
31) Where is No. 2 studying at ?- Hmm.. somewhere in sembawang, campsite!
32) Talk something casually about No.1 ?- She's my sista!!
33) Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6 ?- nope, just purely friends yarh..
34) Where does No.9 lives at ?- Hougang
35) What colour does No.4 like ?- haven thought bout this or asked, hmm dark colours?
36) Are No.5 and No. 1 good friends?- Nope, they do not know each other too.
37) Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?-Lolx, sexy in an intelligent way...
38) What is No. 6 doing now ?- Maybe somewhere up in the air.. =)
39) Name one thing you like about No. 7?- Spontaneous.
40) Name one thing you hate about No. 3?- He's always late!!
Alrite, I've finally finished, the answers were from the bottom of my heart, i mean what i say.. =) tk care peeps..
- s i m p l e -
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Time flies again... Just ended my exam today, paper was alrite but think could be better if I had more time..
Well, juz some update on my life... My career has ended with SGH, and now officially gonna be a National Heart Centre staff(am proud of it definitely), cuz it means better bonuses and of cuz don't have to SOS SGH...
I'm into 1 year of studying my degree, there has been ups and downs, but yes, I've decided to carry on studying to finish up in 2010. After I graduate, gonna be at a crossroad once again, to whether i should move on to the industry, either in sales or juz research. I'm still weighing the pros and cons, ha! I dun like working in a lab, neither do i really enjoy sales.. but I can't possibly be stuck where i am, don't think they'll be much room for opportunities in the near future either.
Ultimately, as many of you know, I wan to start my own cake business, but right now, gotta earn the capital first I guess. As much as my passion for baking increases, still limited to the things i can do. Need to brush up on my deco skills, chocolate baking stuff (though i don't like to eat, but others like, so gotta pick it up i guess)... Right now, the only practise i get is from baking for special occasions, or selling them to my colleagues. Well, everything has to start somewhere rite?
- s i m p l e -
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Dedicated to my dearest Ah-Ma:
Ah ma, you may never read this entry anymore. Till Today, I still am touched that you still remember my name "Hui Ling". Seeing you on ur last days, makes my heart ache. You still worry about whether there's enough food on the table, whether we've all eaten, whether the little children will fight amongst themselves, whether they'll finish their meal... I'm thankful that God did work in ur life at least in ur last days. I Choose to believe that U are saved with Him up in heaven now... Though, we may not be close but u have always treated each and everyone equally... Now, you can finally rest in peace and u'll always be kept in our hearts... Don't Worry ah ma, we can look after ourselves, rest in His presence now..
- s i m p l e -
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Well, I should be revising for an exam tmr, but my concentration level depleted. Been on course for certification for Microsoft Office Excel Expert, and yup, I've passed the exam and am certified offically. Ha, so you guys can hit me with excel questions, hopefully I can be of help. Glad that I'm given this opportunity to take this course, heard from my dad it costs like 700-800 bucks, but for me, it's fully paid thankfully. It's gd to be away from work for 3 days... needed that break badly...
Been reading my dear sis's blog, really glad that she's grown into a strong believer, that I made the right choice in bringing her to Church, and of course, God did the rest of the work. You've been thru so much last time to really know and treasure what it feels like to be soaked in His presence, grace, love and mercy. Thankfully, till today, I see u growing and not falling back to where u've started, really proud of you. I'm sure He is too..
For Myself, I guess been stagnant, but still holding on to His promises for me, I don't know when exactly He'll fufill them, but I'm waiting. But this feeling of waiting somehow well, not really comforting or assuring. I have to learn to trust Him right now i guess. I am tired physically,mentally... spiritually,maybe...
I'm Sorry I can't help my recent posts are all sad posts... It's not something on purpose either... It's just that in life, there are times where u r at ur downs, there r other times u r at ur peaks. If I'm at my peaks,of cuz I would wan to pen them down here.. Life isn't all fun and games and happiness, I would want to keep records of all that has happened and hopefully learn from them too...
Till we meet again on this blog world... tk care my friends...
- s i m p l e -
Sunday, June 15, 2008
IT's BEEN a lOng Time...
It's been a really long time ever since someone brought up the death of my mum.. Y did i have to pick up such a call.. Seriously, i dun need anymore information about what happened. I've decided to put it all aside and forgive, but i cant seem to forget. Really. I've been praying for more compassion to accept this fact, but still regret y i haven picked up the courage to say things to him. Thinking about the call, makes my heart ache.. It's hurting and I want it to just go away.. Father, Pls take it away, all away. I'm contented with what I have now, and i wan to live with it, not to dwell in the past anymore. Whom shd I trust? Someone dear to me, or someone distant?
Close cousins and church friends away in thailand. These few days staying at my cousins' place with the maid and grandma, have given me more time to reflect upon things, even things which i tot that i could forget, memories keep flashing back somehow. (I'm Sorry I lied that everything's ok, just didn't want u to worry..) I Will recover, i will...
Finally done with my dreadful module but another one yet to come. Seriously, 5 straight days of sch esp on my bdae week.. I dunno y i felt disappointed this time, is it really my expectations have been too high, I guess treasuring the ppl around u is somethin not easy to do, humans, yes, humans, when they give, they will want to receive. But I guess this theory is really hard to live by.
I guess it's true that as u grow older, the lesser friends u'll have, but those u have, will be closer to u.. Perhaps in my life, I've made too many friends, learnt how to treasure all of them.. It's a difficult process, n I'm still learning.
It's time I slow down my pace... Hopefully things will turn out much better.
- s i m p l e -
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
REFLECTIONS Sometimes it's good to just stop all that u're busy with and slow your pace down to think about what you really want in life... Well, for me, it seems that I've worked non-stop between studies and work that I haven really got time to rest and think about my life...
I've been praying, or maybe just not praying hard enuff... Yes, i know prayer works in many ways, not instantly, sometimes it may even take years.. But I guess it's normal for humans to feel dejected and disappointed when prayers aren't answered.
Just received letter from NUS yesterday, I got rejected yet again. Sigh, so much for the uni saying that they wanna except more poly students... Seriously cant take their word for word.
Been questioning God, When? when? Well, You gave Your word not to worry, so i didn't... that's y i tried applying for NUS this yr again even if I'm already studying a degree... so is it another 2 years? Seriously, i dunno how long i can wait. Or maybe I'll just go open a cake shop soon...
Sad's not really the word to describe what I'm feeling... Dissapointed i guess , but this feeling, so numbed till no words can describe it. Well, let's just say life just has to go on, probably i shd stop expecting so much from myself... shd stop expecting so much from people too... In the end, the one worrying and getting upset is myself. It's hard to move on if you're bogged down by others sometimes... but it's also not right to leave them alone either...
Another thing is my dad, let's just say haven seen him for a few days again... Seems to be coming home late everyday from work.. Tonite I'm home alone again.. Well, I dunno y he's such a workaholic... I don't expect much from him either.. esp not that I'm working too, I'm supporting myself... I just want him to slow his pace down and rest... look after his own health... But guess that's just the character of both of us, can't seem to express out what we really feel, just keep it inside... till it explodes... It isn't healthy... but I'm learning.. .I still am...but u know how it takes 2 hands to clap rite...
I shall slow down my pace... I shall stop to think.... I shall pray more... I shall read His word more... I shall worry less... I shall rest more.... I shall sleep more...
All these things I shall Try my best to do...
- s i m p l e -
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Dear sis, well, I'm sorry i can't tell u face to face, just dunno how to open my mouth to say it. Cuz I know it's gonna upset u too. but at least i choose to type it out here right... I know... I've been praying really... u know how the mind is strong, but the heart is weak. I juz dunno y dreams keep coming back, maybe it's me who find it hard to let go. I know deep down i tell myself, it's over, it really is. But how? It just stays... I need to get back with the Lord... It's not just this that hinders me I guess.. Studies n work, been asking where this is going to take me too... Guess I've been too focused on my future and have neglected other else.. I'm sorry to you, and even more sorry to the Father. My father just asked me if he could go to Japan and station there for a year. Oh man, one year, no joke, i know gd opportunity for him and with all the allowance and stuff... it's tempting... but i dunno... i dunno what to answer him... sigh... although juz casually asking, but it's selfish of me if i didn't want him to go. is it?
- I dunno if u'll ever read this, I know it's been very long, but often I still think back about the past, and when I do, the feeling lingers there... Y can't i get it out and just move on... I know I don't mean much more than a friend to you, but still this feeling has never left me. I can't face u straight in the face... for fear of giving in to my feelings once again... neither can I put u aside...-
- s i m p l e -
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Emily
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